Matter is anything that occupies space and has mass in simple words. ‘What’s the matter?’ is a commonly used expression. In common terminology it would mean anything that weighs in / important / significant. While I was killing some time I got a thought ‘Why should anything matter to us ?’. It matters because we are humans. ‘Man is social animal’, learnt men concurred ( also woman, no gender bias here ). So yes when we live in a society, things must matter to us. Example-Following the rules. I’m not at all talking so called rules of society trying to please others. Eg throwing garbage, maintaining hygiene. It matters
What matters ? Parents, family, friends, marks, academics, job, money, sports, relationships and so on. Everything matters.
But is there a state where nothing matters ? Yes. Nothing. No demands, no expectations, no happiness, no sorrow, not even self and not even god. Can such a thing exist ? I guess it cannot, what is life without purpose ? If nothing matters to me then I’ll just sitting on my sofa whole day, or would be working, eating and sleeping like a animal. Things matter and that’s a major difference between us and the animals. We didn’t evolve just to work to eat, sleep and continue the same.
What about the our swamijis ? ( swamiji I am considering here are sage, not astrologers or not who give religious lectures and not priests ). They have given up everything right ? Yes, but doesn’t God matters to them ? Moksha or salvation matters to them right ? But can there be transient state where nothing matters ? People who had enlightenment might have reached that phase ? If nothing mattered to them and they didn’t analyse anything, then why did they achieve enlightenment? Definitely they weren’t attached to anything and they wanted to search something, discover or find something. The answers mattered to them ! Their conscience matters to them !
So if someone says nothing matters then he/she must be lying then ! Or really there exists a state where man become like a animal ? Earlier part of my life I behaved nothing mattered to me and just led my life as I wanted. I realised ‘I mattered to me’. Success mattered to me. My dreams mattered to me. Then once I underwent a phase where things didn’t bother me much. I used to say ‘nothing matters’. But I also had a strong desire to come out it. Again I got into a stage where things didn’t matter to me much. But there are many things in my life which I intend to do. So it’s some section of things that doesn’t matter. Yes ! Eureka. What matters to me defines me !
We will always be dreaming, planning, urging, caring or wanting to do something. Even when we believe everything is predestined, we must act or play our part. However inert one might be, if he/she believe the predestined cycle, then the balance matters, the cycle matters.
So what matters ? That which consumes space and has mass. So what consumes space in my mind? How much mass does does it have ? That’s what defines me, defines my actions.
Space consuming, it’s most important word here. When something occupies space in our brain it compresses the surrounding structures leading to various symptoms and can also be lethal. If something consumes if space it wouldn’t allow others things to occupy or suppress them. And when something occupies space that area/areas of brain doesn’t function properly.
Definitely our brain has limitless capacity. Let’s consider a scenario, my bike has a top speed of 140km/hr. Does it mean I can ride at 140km/hr ? No. I must learn to drive at 110,120 and 130 km/hr and then 140. I must train myself. It’s similar with mind we must train it. Eventually life trains or one learns even without training. But until the ‘matter’ definitely occupies space and compresses surroundings leading to decreased brain function.
There is also a most important human nature. ‘We want to matter’. We want to be important. I’m a 70 kilo person, with white and grey brain matter…….. ok fine exactly 80kilos, don’t I consume space and have mass ? But am I just consuming space or I really matter? Don’t we want to be mattered at family, friends or workplace ? And if we didn’t matter will we doing the things we do regularly ? Hmmm this one’s difficult. If it is important to me, and even if my presence or action is immaterial, Shouldn’t I do it ? But it’s important to me, it’s me ? I matter to myself right !
Enough of this ‘matter’ before it turns out to be tongue twister. There’s also something called anti- matter. Anti matter is something that is exactly opposite of matter. If the matter and antimatter come in contact they annihilate. Anti matter is not naturally found on earth. We create anti matter in our laboratories. Yes, sometimes we create anti-matter. Something just opposite to what matters and annihilate ourselves. Why ? What’s the need anti-matter ? It was present in the beginning of universe, played part in formation of the universe. But today we wonder to understand the matter and anti-matter balance.
Only the Nataraja, the Mahadeva knows the cosmic balance. His dance ends galaxies and also creates the new. Yes, he balances the darkness and negativity too. He manages the matter, anti-matter and what matters. He balances the three gunas too. It might take pages and extra knowledge to write on that. Uhh. The number of words matters to readers.
So killing of my time has been a matter of minutes now. Doesn’t matter unless how I kill it. That balance thing might help.. It’s raining and it’s cold. I need a tomato soup, mildly red in colour, with cream, with bread crumbs and adequate salt and pepper. Ummm. Taste matters you know !